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I heard Radio Derby have asked him to fill in whilst they conduct their own disciplinary hearing.

I would quite like it if the above mentioned organisation didn’t like us. 
Because I hate them. 

When it's good it brilliant. When it's not good it's just a bit of a disappointment. 
The San Junipero episode is one of the greatest things ever. @DarkFruitsRam7 give that a go and see what you think.

Watched The Stranger on Netflix and thought it was pretty good, but I couldn't quite put my finger on why I didn't think it was better. Maybe slightly unusual mix of a bbc/itv style British drama trying to be edgy too. Almost worked.
Just watched first episode of 7 Seconds and looks good but no sign of Neneh Cherry yet unfortunately. 

Yes. Was he the tranny? 

Just finished this, six seasons on Prime Video, I’ve got to say it was thoroughly enjoyable. Boyd Crowder is possibly my favourite character in TV! 
 
I highly recommend it. It’s not too complex that you need a break to digest what’s going on. Enjoy. 
 
i will now try to finish The Expanse. 

Just annoyed me when A & B decided to do X to C, yet didn't explain it at all.  It's like the writers realised that it made zero sense so didn't even attempt to make it plausible.  Pretty much ruined a good show for me...

Binge watched The Dublin Murders as tipped by a couple of folks on here - thanks!
Great slow burn crime series that starts with endless loose ends and slowly but surely draws them all together. Really liked it and deffo recommend it.

The Waldo Moment has to be one of the worst episodes of TV I've ever seen, so one the nose, and nowhere near as razor sharp satirical as it thinks it is.  Plus the bloke playing comedian is 100% punchable!!!
However, I think Be Right Back, White Bear, San Junipero & USS Callister are brilliant.

Enjoyed The Stranger up until the last episode, then it seriously stretched believability, and ended up annoying me...

When it's good it brilliant. When it's not good it's just a bit of a disappointment. 
The San Junipero episode is one of the greatest things ever. @DarkFruitsRam7 give that a go and see what you think.

When it's good it brilliant. When it's not good it's just a bit of a disappointment. 
The San Junipero episode is one of the greatest things ever. @DarkFruitsRam7 give that a go and see what you think.

Curb your enthusiasm is back and it's brilliant. 
Cheered me up after the Luton debacle. 

Since end of July my life has been an absolute poo show.
Since the start of August I’ve lost my Nan & my Great Auntie and recently my great grandma has been diagnosed with terminal cancer.
Over the past month I’ve lost all motivation with life in general, ate too much, put on a stone and a half in 10 weeks, lost all effort to go to the gym.
Genuinely struggling but determined to improve, after a stressful day at work tomorrow i’m going to try and step foot in the gym once again?
Sorry for the ramble, just needed to get this off my chest and hopefully can use this to push on.
 
 

Great series, one of those ones you miss.

Curb was back last night for Season 10 in the states. Great first episode, starts in the UK next Tuesday.

Treadstone - A Bourne trilogy spin-off. Half decent without tearing up any trees. If you liked the movies then I'd give it a go.
Watchmen - Ok, so I'm only 3 episodes in and for some reason I really want to like this show, but at times I've no real idea what I'm watching. It all seems overly contrived and wildly pleased with itself. I'm guessing it's one of those Marmite shows that folk either love of hate so after a brief hiatus I may come back to it.
Line of Duty - Also recently binge-watched the last series. Seemed to attract luke-warm reviews but I actually quite liked it. On balance I'd say the show had been pretty damn decent across the half dozen or so series and did not leacve that 'stayed too long' feeling I get with some series that run as long as this has.

just started watching Justified on Amazon. Pretty good to be honest.

@David and/or other posters. I never listen to podcast in past, but if there was ever to be another one, then one based around mental health could really make a difference to the world beyond this forum.
Some incredibly emotional stories on here and you can see how this community has helped people going through tough times. It acts as a good counter balance to the football and politics thread...no one posts any rubbish on this thread and it shows nearly everyone is pretty decent really.

@David and/or other posters. I never listen to podcast in past, but if there was ever to be another one, then one based around mental health could really make a difference to the world beyond this forum.
Some incredibly emotional stories on here and you can see how this community has helped people going through tough times. It acts as a good counter balance to the football and politics thread...no one posts any rubbish on this thread and it shows nearly everyone is pretty decent really.

Elis James & John Robins have a 5Live one called "How do you cope, with Elis & John"
I've only heard snippets so far but it sounds really good how they discuss (in an entertaining way) how well known people have coped with difficult stuff, from depression to bereavement etc.
Worth a listen.

Yeah, what the duck would all us shift workers do without regular updates whilst we're at work every other Saturday? 
@SaintRam is sooooooo selfish for even suggesting it. I hope his exercise plan fails miserably.
Only joking, mate. You know I appreciate your matchday thread updates. Hope you stick with the plan and get to a game.... 

I have deliberately ignored this thread.
I didn't want to read it because I knew it would awake the demons going through my head.
I asked a fellow poster for advice and he suggested that it might help if I discussed it on here with fellow Rams.
There's some top people on this forum, I mean really intelligent, kind, sensible folk who love Derby County but also offer great advice and support to complete strangers. David asked me to be a Mod on here and I was humbled because I'd never done owt like this before but I hope I am a fair bloke who understands when people need to vent and know the difference between Derby fans and trolls who come on here to slag our beautiful football club off.
I have been through some serious stress over the last year or two and its made me think. I always thought I'm the one to cope with everything, I have three younger brothers who I think I should look after, I am a shift manager who has responsibility for over 120 people at work every day, but I reached a personal limit when me Dad passed away last year. I was sorting everything out for everyone when I suddenly hit a wall. It was like wow...I can't cope, wtf, I really went down hill and I felt I couldn't talk to any one. I'm known as the the rock, the one to go to by family and friends, and all of a sudden I felt useless.
I fought my way through it and I'm OK now but I have absolute top respect for anyone who has the courage to share their issues with us all. I am ashamed that I never thought it took real bravery to share your deepest concerns.
Thanks @Alpha

Thanks Revil, didn’t post it as it’s been a bit of a whirlwind these past few weeks. 
These rings cost a bloody fortune, think I’ve got the right one to buy one for though. 
She’s got a cracking pair of ears.
 
 

Sticking this in here. Not posting my backstory again. 
4 months ago it was a challenge to drag me off the sofa to go to the corner shop.
Yesterday I got back from what was a 7hr road trip back from Edinburgh with my now fiancé and today just completed a 7hr tattoo session.
Blows my mind just thinking where I was and where I am.
The sleeve has real meaning throughout, and with 3hrs left to complete the cloud fillers I’m feeling a tad emotional shall we say thinking how far I’ve come. 
Some pics are on Instagram, Facebook, Twitter (day82_) of it wrapped for those that I bore on there, will post the finished sleeve on the 28th.....day before this forums birthday, forum which has been a huge part of my life/recovery thanks to you horrible lot.
For anyone that’s struggling, don’t be afraid to talk, and don’t be afraid to see the doctor. For years I was too proud, too stubborn, too scared to see the doctor, I had visions of medication zombiefying me, told the doc my fears and the only way I can explain it is....I’m now me, the real me.
It’s ok to not be ok, but don’t settle for not being ok and drowning in male pride, life’s too short to scramble your way through it. My PM’s are always open.