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I'm pretty confident in saying none of those  players would come to us.

I'm pretty confident in saying none of those  players would come to us.

Rubbish.

I've been through no end of forums dedicated to mental health and the likes but nothing comes close to this, it really sets this forum apart from any other I know. So therefore, having read everyone else's stories over the last few months and after finally acknowledging I have an issue, I will now pour everything out.
I've known for years that something has been wrong with me, but the last few days have just certified it. I'm 22, recently graduated and have now moved back home as I have a graduate job close to my family home. The issue with this is I'm not exactly mad about the job, the people are not the most welcoming and all of my previous school friends and the likes now live away. I go to work and I go home, that is as exciting as it gets. 
Last year saw a range of little blips come up which I didn't think affected me too much, with my uncle's dementia and constant hospital stays probably the most notable. What's really done it for me though is the relationship with my girlfriend, who is still at university. I've been with her for three years and it's been great (she's even seen Derby play twice the lucky thing) but a mixture of the distance and the loneliness has changed things to the point where she's told me that she's not sure if we're still working like we did. I've found myself becoming needy, completely ignoring the fact that she's got her own life with new friends and a part-time job. We planned to build a life together after uni and I'm hoping that can still be done because even though we're only young, it's been an incredible time that I don't think needs to be given up. I'm trying to tell myself that it's the fact we've gone from living together to living 80 miles apart, with only a few months until we can go back to how we were. Unfortunately, my head doesn't really want to listen to what I say for too long. 
I don't know if depression or anxiety or just general loneliness is my problem, but I do know that I'm not meant to be feeling like this, especially at such a young age. I've got a doctors appointment booked for next week which I'm strangely looking forward to, purely to try and change things around. I know in comparison to others my problems might be nothing and I apologise if I seem dramatic or anything but it just seems after months and months of trying to contain everything, it's all just come to a head now. I've been able to speak to my parents and girlfriend over the last few days which has at least helped. This has been a very soppy post and as such I apologise to anyone who has managed to read it all the way through! 
 

Hopefully I'm not too much of a burden to the people following this thread, but as a fairly regular reader, barely ever poster I thought I would finally contribute
Coming out of 2016, I can safely say it was the worst year of my life so far. Yes, time is arbitary, and the 365 days of 2017 aren't guaranteed to be any better, but it does provide a spell of time to quantify my feelings. 
I've suffered family loss, the break up of a relationship with the person I loved more than anyone else, the months of getting over her only for her to get in touch and subsequently mess me around whilst seeing someone else that she's now in a relationship with. 
All of this combined with being stuck in a job I hate and am probably overqualified for lead me to the pint of self destruct. 
During all this time I had to persuade myself (and take the advice of the people that care about me) to go to the doctors and speak to someone, and admit that the depressive feelings I had had been there for 6/7 years. What I thought was just part of my personality, who I was, was actually an underlying issue that needed addressing for years. 
The prescribed medication seemed to help me quite a lot. Whether that was purely a placebo effect or not is anyone's guess, but I wholeheartedly advise anyone feeling low to find someone to console in.
I guess, other than being able to get some stuff off my chest, that is the overriding point of this post. Don't ever allow yourself to feel like you're alone. There are so many resources available to help you and so many people that will understand
 
 
 

We could, but seeing as he is starting and scoring in the premier league I think it might be a short visit.

"Hi Sam rush here, from derby county, yeah that's right the championship club, we would like to enquire about taking Shane long on loan. Hello, hello, sorry I think we have a bad connection here, it sounds like laughing from your end and then a click sound. Hello? Hello?"
"oh well, will ring Watford about ighalo instead"
Hi Sam rush here, from derby county, yeah that's right the championship club, we would like to enquire about signing ighalo from you. Hello, hello, sorry I think we have a bad connection here, it sounds like laughing from your end and then a click sound. Hello? Hello?
"will someone get a technician in here I keep getting cut off"

"Hi Sam rush here, from derby county, yeah that's right the championship club, we would like to enquire about taking Shane long on loan. Hello, hello, sorry I think we have a bad connection here, it sounds like laughing from your end and then a click sound. Hello? Hello?"
"oh well, will ring Watford about ighalo instead"
Hi Sam rush here, from derby county, yeah that's right the championship club, we would like to enquire about signing ighalo from you. Hello, hello, sorry I think we have a bad connection here, it sounds like laughing from your end and then a click sound. Hello? Hello?
"will someone get a technician in here I keep getting cut off"

"Hi Sam rush here, from derby county, yeah that's right the championship club, we would like to enquire about taking Shane long on loan. Hello, hello, sorry I think we have a bad connection here, it sounds like laughing from your end and then a click sound. Hello? Hello?"
"oh well, will ring Watford about ighalo instead"
Hi Sam rush here, from derby county, yeah that's right the championship club, we would like to enquire about signing ighalo from you. Hello, hello, sorry I think we have a bad connection here, it sounds like laughing from your end and then a click sound. Hello? Hello?
"will someone get a technician in here I keep getting cut off"

Snodgrass? Lol
 

Snodgrass? Lol
 

Plus he is the only other right back in world football besides Baird and Christie.

Will just have to wait till January just to see what happens

Snodgrass? Lol
 

Blackman
wiemann
russell
anya
camara

Blackman
wiemann
russell
anya
camara

Sorry B4, please don't take this the wrong way, but you need a reality check if you think they would sell afone for "£3m or less" then you are totally deluded.
if the Twitter account says he is available for £3mill or less, then that account is utter rubbish and you shouldn't take a thing they say seriously.
this week we have seen Huddersfield say they want £8mill for wells, a player who has never played at the level afobe has played at, scored a premiership goal, or shown him self to be a player equal to or better than afobe, yet suddenly a £10mill player is worth les than a third of this value.
if afobe moves for £3mill I will post a picture of my testicles on here.

Wouldn't get in the team ahead of carrick

Wouldn't get in the team ahead of carrick

Nice to see the Czech Agents have found the forum... ;-)
Much rather see Lowe continue his development ( Plus we have Olsson / Fozzy / Stabana waiting in the wings)
And ill pass on the 27 year old Czech lower league, well travelled, journeyman as well

Fake watches from a looky looky man are a must purchase on holiday.
we went on a lads holiday and all purchased a fake watch and the bet was if anyone's broke before we returned home they had to buy 2 bottles of vodka for pre drinks. 2 lads watches didn't last 3 days.

Me too
.beta blockers for anxiety, sleeping pills to sleep, putting on a "brave face" every minute of every day.
havent got a clue what I might do when I leave.
ive had jobs in football in the past, which was my dream, but got to a point where I couldn't progress any further because I'm not an ex player with loads of mates in the game.
at a cross roads really.

I take beta blockers for anxiety as they really do help the physical manifestations that I experience with anxiety.
also have CBT and councelling to help with the underlying issues. Been like this for almost 2 years. Coming out the other side now hopefully.

I take beta blockers for anxiety as they really do help the physical manifestations that I experience with anxiety.
also have CBT and councelling to help with the underlying issues. Been like this for almost 2 years. Coming out the other side now hopefully.

I take beta blockers for anxiety as they really do help the physical manifestations that I experience with anxiety.
also have CBT and councelling to help with the underlying issues. Been like this for almost 2 years. Coming out the other side now hopefully.