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marbs_ram

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  1. Help please ...I'm thinking of taking my kids today for first time and want to sit at top of East stand...only east and north stand open. Will there be shade up there or full sun? Due to moving out of country Ive not been much to PPS since the Jim Smith years... Thanks. If someone knows that would be more helpful than calling a Derby county 0871 number... 

  2. 7 minutes ago, TomG said:

    At the moment we have more chance of Rick Astley buying us!

    I wouldn't bother with him. He's like all the others - empty promises

    Never gonna give you up

    Never gonna let you down

    Never gonna run around and desert you

    Never gonna make you cry

    Never gonna say goodbye

    Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you

     

     

  3. 3 minutes ago, TheSlate said:

    Not sure if anyone has mentioned this before or not. Hoping someone can enlighten me... I understand that pre-contract agreements can be broken. If this takeover gets moving, is there a chance we could keep Festy?

    Been wondering if this was possible for a while...

  4. Hi all am posting this in the hope that maybe it hopes one or two people if they need. In a nutshell, my story is...20 years ago move to uni and get hit in my mind with ridiculous amounts of anxiety only for reason of lifestyle change... Vomiting every morning, panic attacks, can't think straight, depression, even bored of dcfc! Don't know what the hell is going on but seems like I'm going mad. As time goes on I lose sense of life having meaning and feel total detached from life. Start questioning existence and does anything really matter. Become paranoid that I'll just throw myself of a bridge or panicking that I'll hurt someone just because I have no feelings and feel like I'm insane... Totally against my real personality by the way...and seems so absurd that I don't tell anyone. Become obsessively worried about these thoughts. Go to doctors maybe 16 years ago and get ssri medication like Prozac etc...tried them all and non worked just made me tired. So after a few years I give up with doctors and medication. Just try to live my life and adapt and come. Try religion, doesn't help. Try meditation, makes me worse. Exercise, makes me worse. Working all hours obsessively quite helpful because no time to think of owt else. Symptoms wax and wane. But when not busy in holidays have total crisis and obsessive thoughts and depression totally out of control. Awful. Taken over life completely. I decide to see a psychiatrist I loosely know. Swallow my pride. Had done talk therapy before...not helped. Told psychiatrist medication waste of time, and what should I do. She gave me low dose of a medication called anafranil for OCD and one for depression called tryptizol. Drugs from 1950s users if Prozac etc doesn't work. Got to tell u, the change has been incredible. For first time in 20 years I can relax, feel happy in my own skin, enjoy simple things like sitting on a chair with a cuppa, don't have OCD thoughts, mind feels stimulation when not busy as opposed to switching off and going into depression. I wake up and feel great. The point of this is, if u feel terrible and nothing helps, try to find a psychiatrist who helps u because the effect it can have is massive and turn life around. Don't suffer in silence, see a professional!

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